Freedom Fighting

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Friday, February 25, 2011
3:25 AM

The first not so emo post, after so long.

Blogged by.. J.S Koh @ 3:25 AM

Emo as my blog address already sounds, im trying to drift more to the happier side of life.
No more thoughts of regret and certain insecurites that flood life with constant Depression.

Im phasing out of the stage of being the Optimistic Pessimist i used to be....
and hopefully, i'll become a full optimist... Seeing only the bright side of life.

So Lifes been good.
Had business appointments with my Paternal Uncle, and Maternal Aunty today....
Was really happy cause my aunt bought Pearl Ion Lotion.... Going to PP to pick it up tomorrow.

I'm actually feeling happy in Premier Pure.... in a sense that i'm only a business trainee,
But im doing what a Sales Executive is doing.
The sad part, is that i aint really comfortable with the fact im approaching relatives for contacts.
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Thoughts aside, i wanna go Skating soon.
Needa find time to replace my already Cui Wheels....
Wenxuan and I plan to skate/cycle to Bukit Batok again soon. It'll be another 20km.

So once again, its time for Picture(s) of the day!
a section where i randomly find a picture(s) thats on my hard disc and post it.

Kieran and Me - 24 Nov 2010

Kieran and Me 6 years ago.... - 19 Nov 2005

Guess thats about all for now.
Goodnight.

MY LIFE,MY STYLE

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Road to Recovery.

Blogged by.. J.S Koh @ 2:05 AM

Im Back. With a smile.
Lifes been alright.... Getting used to being in the coporate world.
Hell lot scarier and tougher than being a student.

So Anyway....
I Think im fully on my road to recovery already.
Its now 24th Febuary 2011.

December 10 2009 was one of the worst days in my life ever.
And its about 1 year 2 months since that day.

Ive pulled out enough courage to actually move on.... for real.
The feeling ive been trying to suppress for that long... its dying off.
Yes, you may call me a pathetic loser for that..... for even holding on for so long.

But i guess that whatever i do... ill still be a loser.

Situation 1: Hold On -
"Ji Sheng, you're a loser.... People dont want you already, you still hang on, FOR WHAT?
Get on with life and move on...."

Situation 2: Giving up -
"Jisheng, you're a loser for giving up. Even though youve been rejected.... you should try again!
you're really a loser for giving up!"

So what am i supposed to do? Kill Myself?!?
Nah, i decided to really move on....

So if its one thing ive learn, Relationships are fragile.
and by relationships, im just being General.....

Relationships = Friendships/Kinship and blah blah blah....

Dont just be stereotypical and constantly refer relationship as
oh BOYFRIEND GIRLFRIEND AH?!? please, Get a Life.
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Anyways, back to the point i even started this topic....

I read a letter from _______ to _______....
and i found out that things arent actually what they seem like on the surface.
I feel really sad for ____.......
Hes actually my life coach, brother, and friend.

I know ive been an ass for even reading the letter.
But i just dont wanna see them fight.
They were always the "Model" couple that i hoped to be exactly like with my future girlfriend.
and now that things are happening, I feel so lost.

It just sucks when you know someone's feeling troubled, and you cant help at all......
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Anyways, to end off...... Just wanna post some of my favourite quotes from the songs i've been listening to over and over again recently.....

"I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?"

- Hedly, Perfect.

"And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time"

"It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now"

- Lady Antebellum, Need You Now
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and oh, Picture of the day!